I’ve been living two lives for the past seven years.
One with Victor and the other with Damien.
Victor I’ve known all my life. When his parents died he even
came to live with my family and I. I was so in love with him.
It wasn’t until years into our relationship I started to see the faults in
him. Then he went off to Iraq.
Damien was the bad boy biker at our high school. Even while
I was with Victor, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him. Then I got on the
back of his bike and I thought I finally found my home. Then Victor came back
wounded.
That was all five years ago and now those two lives and my
two loves are starting to converge. I don’t know who I am anymore and I don’t
know who I want to be with. Though these two guys won’t let me be
single for long.
But one of them has gotten me into a lot of
trouble with the mob. And now it’s up to the other one to save me. And
before you roll your eyes, that statement isn’t what you
think. You’ll be surprised who the bad guy really is.
I promise to find my happily ever after, even if
it’s at the Wrath MC clubhouse in the arms of an alpha biker or in
the high society world where I was born and in the arms of my ex-army
man.
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“I hate
you!” I scream, my voice cracking and breaking apart in the otherwise quiet
room.
“I know,
baby,” he whispers, tears leaking out the sides of his eyes. It doesn’t stop me
though. This time I attack him with my mouth. My lips smash into his and it’s a
hurricane of hatred and bitterness. We do this to each other. We make each
other this horrible thing and it’s been going on for so long. I can’t even face
myself in the mirror each day because who I’ll see is not someone I would ever
want to be.
Victor’s
tongue pushes into my mouth and I bite it. He snarls and drops to his knees,
taking me with him. We end up on the floor, his hand pulling my hair back,
forcing my mouth to kiss him deeper.
His phones
rings, “Attack” by Thirty Seconds to Mars plays, but he ignores it. For once in
his life, Victor ignores a call from Talon. It urges me on as his hand slips
into my pants, down into my underwear and right for my clit. I grind my hips
against his hand, my mouth still attacking his.
I move my
hands to rip his shirt over his head; angry when his lips leave mine for the
second it takes. Then he’s back taking over my mind, my body and my fucking
soul. This is where Victor and I get along the most. We are good at this
together, I don’t know why. I want to beat him to hell must days but the second
he touches me, I’m on him like a raging bull.
His hand
leaves my sex and helps his other hand get my pants off. They get flung behind
him, and my underwear goes next. His fingers come back, two entering me at
once. He pumps them inside of me, fast and hard, just the way I like it. He
stops kissing me to look down at me as he fucks me with his fingers. But I
won’t surrender completely to him. He will no longer win every time. We will be
equals in everything we do and if we aren’t, then there won’t be an us. Because
I refuse to be put back into that place I was in earlier.
I refuse to
hate myself.
I live in southern Arkansas with my husband and young
daughter. There is also an insane Boston Terrier running around. I've always
been a lone wolf and find my friends in books. I started writing at a young age
and I haven't stopped since. Most days you can find me either glued to my
laptop or my kindle. My first novel, This Beautiful Thing was an Amazon best
seller for 11 weeks and a year later I'm still tickled to see people enjoy it.
I may not be a huge seller but I have the best fans ever and I thank God
everyday for every single one of them.
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