Friday, October 17, 2014

Unbearable by Alaska Angelini Review Tour

In the eyes of society, I’m the perfect man. Charitable, kind hearted…a role model to all.

For the ones seeking death, I’m their salvation. They think when they come to my door that I’ll assist with the one thing they’re afraid to do alone. Die. Little do they know, I have a lot more in store than a one way ticket to heaven or hell. Four weeks of being my slave and I’ll grant their suicidal wish…or so they think.

When Death sought Diane, I wasn’t leaving her a choice to seek out my help. Her pain and determination was more than I’d ever seen and I knew I was the only one who could save her. Even if it meant becoming the hell she was so desperate to escape.

But will it be enough to make her choose life? Will I be able to let her go when she gets better? Or will the Master in me deny freedom to the perfect slave?

WARNING: THIS IS A DARK EROTIC ROMANCE AND CONTAINS DISTURBING SITUATIONS, DUBIOUS CONSENT, EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT, AND VERY GRAPHIC LANGUAGE. (Also includes knife play/blood play, consensual cutting, and breath play. If you are not comfortable with these situations, DO NOT read this book!

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My nails pushed in as a sob responded to his yelling. “Two…thank you…” God, the title was going to kill me. I just couldn’t give him that kind of power.


“Say it,” he threatened, connecting once again. “You’re going to learn to learn to obey if I have to beat it into you. Now, count and thank your Master.”

“Four. Thank you….”


“Fuck!” I cried out. The burning had traveled to the back of my thighs, making my knees crash into the wall.

“That’s exactly what we’re about to do. Now, say it right, slave!”

Whack! Whack!

“No!” I couldn’t stop the breakdown that was torn from my soul. Tears streamed down my cheeks like someone had turned on a faucet. And maybe he had.


“Tell me who owns you?”

Should I do it? Give in to him and bow to his feet? Pain. I was born into it, lived it…ate it down like a fucking five star gourmet meal.

My eyes opened as the strands wrapped around my side. My body jerked, but I let the sensations sink in. Welcoming them instead of trying to flee from what I wanted.

“Come on, slave. Your legs are shaking. Speak!”

A smile edged on my face and didn’t disappear as agony seared across my ass. I moaned through the heat, accepting it. Embracing.

“My legs may be shaking, but I’m still standing.”

A growl roared behind me and the next blow had stars dancing across the white walls. Pressure grasped my hair and I was spun and slammed over the side of the bed.

“Fucked, it is.” His finger slid into me and I tried to fight the need, but the tingling that accompanied his brutal thrust had me coming alive. Prickling covered my backside and my whole body hummed as he slid in another. My mind begged for more, couldn’t stop the building tension in my stomach, but I was determined not to show it.

My elbow shot back, catching his bicep once before his forearm flattened over the middle of my back, pinning me down.

“Get the fuck off of me.” My mouth was saying one thing, but my body was wanting another. Even as the words came out, I moaned, clenching around him, praying he wouldn’t stop.

“You had your chance. If you wanted me off you, you would have complied. The order wasn’t hard.” Teeth pulled at my earlobe and I pushed back against his fingers. “No worries, though, slave. I know what you need. Even if you can’t ask for it.”

His digits disappeared and pressure pushed into my opening. I stilled, not wanting to miss the stretching I’d been fantasizing about since I’d seen his cock. His hand slid under my hip, his fingertips going right to my slit to rub over my clit. An orgasm almost came on contact, but somehow I managed to hold it off.

“God, you’re so fucking tight.” More of his long length entered me and my hips naturally arched. The action had him surging forward to a depth I’d never even known existed. I sucked in air at the foreign sensation. With his slight withdrawal, pleasure shot right to the sensitive bud he was rubbing. My hips bucked and I buried my face in the comforter, screaming as I managed to hold the orgasm at bay. “Jesus fucking…Christ,” he moaned, slamming back into me.

The thrusts were rough. Brutal in their welcomed assault. His arm lifted from my back, wrapping around my neck, squeezing with his bicep…choking me.

“I almost hope you fight me for a long time. I could get used to this.”

My hands flew up and I sunk my nails into his skin, feeling him pull back harder, closer to him.

“You want more, don’t you? Is that it?” The speed of his hand over my clit increased and with the rhythm of his cock, I was done fighting what I had wanted to happen from the beginning.

Spasms had me screaming as best I could through the hold. My toes snagged on his calf as I went wild. Denial was coming back with a vengeance, but I didn’t want it to stop. Not yet.

“Oh, how I like when you struggle, slave. Do it some more.” I could barely breathe as he pulled me in closer. “That’s it, kick those legs.” All I could do was thrash and claw into him with all of my strength, which didn’t seem to faze him in the least. For the second time in my life, I realized how powerless I was. The first time was when I lost my family. Now…with him. I suddenly felt so small in his arms. God, he could really kill me if he wanted. How was it I had been begging for death and now I was suddenly afraid to die? The answer registered as fast as it had come. Because it was at his hands, not my own. I was letting a monster have his way with me, yet I was enjoying the dark twisted ways of his passion.

I blinked as my heart exploded even more. The clarity in my mind grew hazy as his fingers slapped over the top part of my slit.

“Wake the fuck up. You’re not going anywhere but right here. Fight!” The arm left my throat, covering my mouth and nose instead. Panic set in and I tried biting at his fingers. Cramping took over my chest and just when I thought I would surely pass out, air rushed in and he ripped back my hair. The side of my face was slammed into the mattress while he lifted my hips higher and pounded my pussy like he owned it.

“Enough,” I tried yelling. Lava had taken over my throat. I dug my knees down, wiggling further away. If he wanted a battle, I’d give it. The satisfaction I had received could stay for now. Afterward…I didn’t want to think about. I knew it was going to be bad. I could feel the sadness and betrayal sinking its hooks into the core of my heart. Maybe I’d get lucky, the weight would tear it right out of my chest, and this would be done already.

His finger rubbing around my back entrance had my eyes widening and the resistance becoming real. I’d never done anal before and the alien sensation as he slid the tip of his wet finger in scared me.

“I’m about to make you come so good. You ready?”

My scalp stung as I tried to shake my head, but with every slight sway, the rejection faded.

“Reach down and play with your clit. I want you coming so hard that you never forget what I can bring you.”

Burning accommodated his entry as he began pushing in even more. Automatically, I obeyed, reaching between my legs and applying just the right amount of pressure. With his cock still going at a steady pace and the new penetration, I could feel myself getting close again.

“That’s it, slave. You’re going to come soon and I can’t wait to feel your pussy tighten around me again. Now, move those fingers faster.” His hand let go of my hair and his palm fitted over the side of my head, pushing down as he drove his finger in all the way. I sucked in air as the pain and pleasure mingled, stealing the release from me without any warning. There was no impending build up. No preparing myself to be okay with what was going to happen. Just raw waves of ecstasy, ripping my insides to shreds as a new form of heaven began to sear its way into my consciousness. I liked this fucked up way of having sex. Liked it enough to actually want to do it again after we finished. Not good. Not good at all…

Reviews by the Wicked Reads Review Team

This is a goodie!! I was trying to explain to a friend how though this book should be wrong, it is so right. I have read a fair few dark, dubious, M/s books in my time, and there are definitely those moments when you wonder whether you should really carry on, because it seems so bad. Well, although it was shocking in places, the whole premise makes it seem ok. I am still trying to rationalise it – hopefully when you read it, you will get what I mean.

It is by turns fascinating, erotic, deeply emotional, darkly disturbing and full of hope and promise. I loved it!

This is the warning on the blurb of the book: WARNING: THIS IS A DARK EROTIC ROMANCE AND CONTAINS DISTURBING SITUATIONS, DUBIOUS CONSENT, EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT, AND VERY GRAPHIC LANGUAGE. (Also includes knife play/blood play, consensual cutting, and breath play. If you are not comfortable with these situations, DO NOT read this book!

If you can read this book without having issues, I highly recommend it. This book was amazing. At first I had no idea what to expect or how it would turn out but I loved it. I read it in a few hours and when I was done I was left wanting more. I hope there is another book in the future. This is a book about Diane, she has lost so much in her life and now she wants to die, she has tried several times but just hasn’t succeeded. Another patient at the mental hospital tells Diane how to fake the interview to be released and then tells Diane about the Master and what he can do for you. Not sure what to do Diane just goes to hear out the Master, but when the doors lock, she realizes she doesn’t really have a choice after all. Diane has been through hell and it looks like she is going to go through hell all over again. What she doesn’t know is that Master has his own hell and his own past as well. I don’t want to give too much away but trust me, it is a good read. I would love to hear more about Jamie and maybe a book with him in it and hopefully Diane and Master can make an appearance in that book.

Characters: The characters were well written and believable.
Sex: Yes and H.O.T.
Religious: No
Would I recommend to others: Yes
More than one book in the series: Not sure
Genre: Dark Romance/BDSM
Would I read more by this author: Yes

Wow! Totally blown away at this dark, crazy book. I'm shocked at what a great idea this book was. I was definitely sucked in, and I enjoyed reading this so much I didn't want to put it down. The book starts with Diane, who apparently thinks suicide is a great way to end the pain. After losing her husband and daughter to a drunk driver, her pain is unbearable and suicide seems to be her only way out. Only she tries and fails.....but gains the notice of someone who wants to take away her pain. He wants to make her stronger. Sometimes the only way to do that is to break you worse. I was captured and dragged through this tale of woe, and just loved it. Definitely not a romance with some hard limits but it was a dark book. Best entertainment ever....five stars.

Alaska is an erotic BDSM author who also goes by the pen names Jennifer Salaiz and Jenny May. She lives in the SF Bay area...for now. She's a dreamer, and longs for the day when her husband and kids can load up in the car and drive until their hearts' content. Adventure and discovering new places play a huge role in Alaska's life. It drives her, and feeds the creativity of coming up with new locations for her stories.

Within the last two years, Alaska and her family have drove across the country twice, and also drove the distance from Texas to California three times. Asked, if she could choose one place to permanently settle down, where it would be, Alaska laughed. "Montana, today. Tomorrow, it may be Alaska, again. I go back and forth."

When Alaska's not dreaming of spontaneously hitting the road to find a new place to write about, she's being a mother and wife. If you're looking to connect with her to learn more, feel free to email her or find her on Facebook. You can also stop by her website.

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Reviewers on the Wicked Reads Review Team were provided a free copy of Unbearable by Alaska Angelini to read and review for this tour.

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