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Thursday, April 13, 2023

Molly Boys by Vawn Cassidy Blog Tour

Blog Tour. Vawn Cassidy’s Molly Boys.

London 1885

For Lord Everett Stanley, escaping his fate seemed impossible. As the second son, he’s destined for ordination and the life of a Reverend, but he’s hiding a dangerous secret. The laws punishing homosexuality by hanging may have been repealed but he and others of his kind are far from safe. Given no other choice, they take solace in the underground molly houses of London. Now that fragile world is threatened when the East End is rocked by a series of gruesome murders.

Inspector Archibald Franklin worked hard to overcome his working-class roots, making a name for himself as a respected inspector of Whitechapel’s H Division, but when he begins to investigate the deaths of several beautiful young men, fate throws him into the path of the handsome and enigmatic Lord Stanley. His gut instinct tells him the young lord knows more about the murders than he lets on, but the closer he gets, the more Everett calls to him in a way he’s tried to deny his whole life.

As a reign of terror grips London, they are drawn together in order to stop a monster, but for Archie, the growing feelings he has for Everett are a betrayal of the very laws he has sworn to uphold. And as the killer closes in, the two men find themselves bound together by a passion that may be their ultimate salvation or their utter destruction…

Ripper Street meets Penny Dreadful in this thrilling forbidden love story set against a gritty backdrop of the Victorian East End of London.

Welcome to the Underside...

 

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Molly Boys by Vawn Cassidy

Book 1
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Excerpt



The streets were still dark as Charlie left the house in Islington. The first pale strains of pre-dawn would soon illuminate the grimy streets with an eerie glow, but for the moment there was a peaceful stillness, almost as if the world were holding its breath.

Waiting…

His arse ached pleasantly with every step, and his well-used cock was sore against the rough material of his trousers. The hour was late by the time the Colonel had finished with him. Not that Charlie was complaining, he always enjoyed his time with the vigorous older man. The colonel was a rough but generous lover.

In fact, he’d enjoyed himself so thoroughly he’d missed the last tram back and there was no chance of him reaching his lodgings before they locked the doors. With no alternative available, he’d spent a few hours kipping on a chaise in the parlour, knowing that his lordship wouldn’t mind. It was why Lord Francis had purchased the house in Islington, so boys like him would have a safe place to indulge without risking trawling through Hyde Park. They weren’t prostitutes by any means, most of the young men such as himself were gainfully employed elsewhere.

His Lordship gave them a place to indulge their needs and no money ever changed hands, unlike some of the other Molly houses in London. The house in Islington was one of the safer places he knew of, with entry by invitation only. It minimised the risk, but they still had to be careful. The magistrates may have stopped hanging his kind but it didn’t mean he wouldn’t serve hard time if he was caught by the peelers.

He pulled his collar tight. The damp chill of the early hours seemed to sink right into his bones, causing him to shudder. Hurrying down the narrow misty street, he felt another shiver skitter down his spine on sly, spindly fingers– only this time, it wasn’t from the cold.

He stopped and turned back to look, certain someone was following him. His eyes narrowed but all he could see was the foggy, dim street behind him. With a small frown, he turned and hurried on; he didn’t have the time to dawdle as he had a fair distance to cover before dawn. The trams wouldn’t be running this early and his employer would not take kindly to his late arrival.

Focusing on the uneven cobbles beneath his feet, he turned down a darkened alley. There was more than a bite to the air, which probably meant snow before long. His fingers were already stiffening as he clutched the collar of his coat to ward off the cold.

He reached the end of the alley and turned, drawing up short when he found an abandoned hand-drawn cart. Frowning, Charlie glanced around, unable to see anyone as another bank of low-lying fog rolled across the road. Approaching the cart cautiously, he peered into the back and, to his confusion, saw a fair-sized crate, open and lined with hay, the lid propped against its side. Beside it was a small hammer and a pile of iron nails.

Deciding it was none of his business, he turned sharply and found himself colliding with a heavy chest. Charlie stumbled back a pace, his gaze skimming the man he’d collided with. He was a giant, standing almost two heads taller than Charlie, with shoulders so wide, Charlie doubted he’d be able to fit through a doorway without turning sideways. His hands were huge, his fingers thick and his knuckles dusted with wiry black hair.

Charlie’s gaze was drawn slowly upwards, past the man’s worn woollen coat to his thick neck, a jaw covered with a coarse, dark stubble, and lips set in a thin line. The rest of his face was cast into shadow by the brim of his shabby bowler hat.

“Pardon me, sir,” Charlie muttered as he attempted to step around the huge fellow.

The stranger simply stepped with him and continued to block his path. A small flutter of panic beat against Charlie’s ribs as he sucked in a breath and attempted to step to the opposite side, but once again the silent and unnerving giant moved into his path.

“Sir.” Charlie squared his narrow shoulders, holding his spine ramrod straight so as not to betray his unease. “Please stand aside.”

The man did not move, nor did he speak. Charlie felt cold fear trickle down his spine, as if he’d been doused by icy shards of winter rain.

“Shall I call out for the constable? I passed one not one street back and he was heading in this direction,” he lied, trying to present a confidence and authority he did not have.

For a second, they stood together, locked in silence. Then, just when Charlie was contemplating making a run for it, the giant stepped aside. Swallowing, he gave the man a curt nod and moved past. He barely got two steps away when he felt one of those huge arms wrap around him, pinning his arms to his sides. He struggled and cried out as a cloth was pressed over his mouth, muffling his frantic yell for help. A cloying scent filled his nose and mouth. The world around him began to spin and the cobbles tilted beneath his feet. His eyes rolled back in his head and his body went limp as everything turned black.

He didn’t feel a thing as he was picked up like a rag doll, nor did he stir when his slight frame was tucked into the crate. He didn’t register the lid lowering nor the ominous knocking as the nails sealed it shut.

In fact, there was no one, as the first pale rays of dawn began to break through the fog, to notice the enormous brute of a man slinging the leather strap over his wide shoulders and picking up the handles to drag the small cart behind him down the empty street in silence.

 

 

Welcome to the Underside, the fascinating place between Victorian pseudo science and the supernatural.

 

Reviews


Reviews by the Wicked Reads Review Team


Erica☆☆☆
Molly Boys is the first installment in the London Underside series by Vawn Cassidy, a new-to-me author.

Set in the Victorian era London. The dark and gloomy setting lent well to the mystery unfolding on the pages. A serial killer is ravaging the area, reminiscent of Jack the Ripper but the victim profile were molly boys instead.

Lord Everett Stanley collides paths with Inspector Archibald Franklin. Opposites attract. Lost and aimless, Ev is highborn, while Archie is of a lower class, working hard to provide himself with a better life.

Archie is investigating a series of murders and assumes Ev knows more than he's letting on. The more time they spend together, the more Archie wants to know about Ev.

Molly Boys isn't a romance per se, definitely focused on the mystery to be solved, but it does have a secondary plot of romance. While they balance one another, I did feel as if their romance was far too fast, insta-love from pretty much the time they met. I need more intensity, more buildup, in order to believe they grew together. The plot itself and all the points of view, it took away from witnessing their growing connection. I didn't feel as if Ev grew much throughout the novel, still aimless and wandering, while Archie stayed the same as well – focused and logical.

While the mystery was written well, I am not a fan of numerous points-of-view. In fact, one of my biggest pet peeves is when I get a bird’s eye view into the villain's head, including their motivations. I enjoy the story unfolding from the main character's perspective as he uncovers the mystery. I don't wish to know things he doesn't, rather learning with him. I find too many points of view to be a distraction, detracting from the plot. Chaotic. I feel split between too many narrators to truly develop an emotional connection to any of them.

What I found out of nowhere was the paranormal element, which left me more baffled than intrigued. It didn't fit, especially without any foreshadowing throughout the novel, just tucked in there at the ending. The paranormal elements needed to be rooted much earlier, seeded at the beginning of the novel. It was as if the author couldn't decide which genre the series should be.

I enjoyed the setting and era, the dark and gritty mystery. I didn't connect to either Ev or Archie, nor was I a fan of the pacing and reveal of information, particularly with so many points of view. The paranormal element was baffling.

Unsure if I will continue with the series, I am willing to try more by this author to decide if we're a good fit – writing style versus reading style.

 

 

A forbidden love. A secret affair. A city plagued by murder.

 

Author Bio


Vawn Cassidy. Male Male Romance Author.

VAWN CASSIDY is the M/M pen name of British author Wendy Saunders, as Vawn she writes contemporary and paranormal MM romance. She has a deep love of history and the supernatural. Inspired by the Victorian era and classic gothic literature, it has been a real labor of love for her to create an LGBTQ+ gothic romance series.

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Facebook Group: Cassidy's Bay Boys

 

 

Giveaway


 

 

What was it about Lord Everett Stanley that tied Archie’s stomach in knots and made his heart pound?

 

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Monday, April 18, 2022

Definitely Deacon by Vawn Cassidy Blog Tour

Blog Tour. Vawn Cassidy’s Definitely Deacon.

An emotional and humour filled roller-coaster ride through a sleepy little Cornish Bay.

Jesse Ainsley’s life running his busy veterinary practice in the sleepy Cornwall bay he grew up in leaves no time for a serious relationship… at least, that’s what he tells himself, but the simple truth is much more cliché. He’s been in love with his best friend forever, but when he starts pulling away and goes radio silent on him for six months, Jesse begins to wonder if their friendship is finally over.

Deacon James lives his life at two speeds, a hundred miles an hour and stop. He’s spent the last decade travelling the world, winning races, partying with the most beautiful men and women, and living life on his terms, a life which was pretty close to perfect… with just one caveat… he’s never quite been able to get over the boy he left behind. His best friend Jesse has always made him yearn for something he’s too afraid to face and cutting him out of his life seemed like the only answer.

But things are never that simple. When Deacon wakes from an accident in Italy with Jesse asleep in the hospital chair beside him, he discovers Jesse’s been keeping secrets of his own.

At a crossroads in their life, they’re faced with a choice, build something deeper and stronger from the ashes, or let words unsaid and secrets tear them apart forever.

From author Wendy Saunders writing as Vawn Cassidy comes this second chance, friends to lovers, hurt/comfort with a HEA.

Don’t miss our reviews of the rest of the Belong to Me series!
For book one, Suddenly Beck, click HERE.

 

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Definitely Deacon by Vawn Cassidy

Book 2
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Excerpt



I surface through the syrupy depths of consciousness, and this time it’s a little easier. My body still screams in agony, and I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. My head is pounding, and my throat feels like it’s filled with razor blades, but as I open my eyes, they don’t feel so heavy and it’s easier to focus.

I tilt my head slowly and glance at the chair wondering if I really had seen Jesse or if it had been some kind of feverish dream.

It wasn’t, unless I’m still hallucinating because he’s curled up in a comfortable looking leather chair next to me, idly leafing through a magazine. I’m sure he’s wearing a different colour shirt than before, and I take a moment to study him.

His short blonde hair is in need of a trim, sticking up slightly as if he’s run his fingers through it in agitation. There’s a light scruff along his jaw, which means he probably hasn’t shaved in a few days, and there are smudges under his eyes, like he’s barely slept.

Jesse…” My voice is barely more than a croak, causing Jesse’s head to snap up in my direction.

“Deak.” He leans forward with a gasp of relief. “You’re awake. You opened your eyes for a few moments yesterday, but then you were out cold again.”

Yesterday? I stare at him in confusion. “Where…” I try to speak, but my voice sounds like a rusty nail, and my mouth is so dry I don’t even have any spit when I attempt to swallow.

“Here.” Jesse carefully lifts a small plastic cup and guides a straw to my lips. “Sip slowly. They had to put a tube down your throat to help you breath for a while, so you probably have a sore throat.”

Understatement.

I sip gratefully. The water is lukewarm and has a faintly clinical taste to it, but against my painful throat it feels like the best thing I’ve ever tasted. I release the straw, feeling a bead of water drip from my lower lip. I watch as Jesse reaches out unconsciously and runs his thumb along my lip. My heart kicks up a notch, and once again the stupid machine next to me starts beeping faster.

Realising what he’s done, he drops his hand and swallows, staring at the machine. “I’ll go get someone.” He frowns.

“Jesse,” I whisper hoarsely, lifting my hand clumsily to grasp his. “Where am I?”

“You’re in a hospital in Rome,” he replies quietly, his warm hazel eyes searching my face for any flicker of recognition, but so far, I’m drawing a blank.

“Rome?” I frown, and I have a vague recollection of a party. “What happened?”

“You were in a car accident.”

I close my eyes against the sudden flash of lights, the sound of grinding metal, glass shattering.

 

 

The heat of his mouth blasts through me incinerating any ounce of sense I have left. My arms snake around him yanking him in close as his hands tangle in my hair tilting my head as his tongue plunges into my mouth and holy hell, the boy can kiss.

 

Reviews


Reviews by the Wicked Reads Review Team


Sarah☆☆☆☆☆
This is a wonderfully complicated second-chance, friends-to-lovers romance. Charming, playful, and just a tiny bit heart wrenching, Jesse and Deacon are wonderful.

Actually, at the start of the book, Deacon is a spoiled and self-centred sports star. It’s Jesse, the patient village veterinarian who is wonderful from the start. Where Deacon is brooding and resentful, Jesse is sunshine and light – even when I wanted him to save himself and walk away.

I really enjoyed the way the author works back and forth through the important moments in the men’s 26-year friendship. It is the young Deacon's memories and experiences that make the adult Deacon feel redeemable. From childhood, Jesse’s feelings for his friend are almost painful to witness. Deacon’s childhood experiences are equally terrible.

Somehow, the author keeps the connection between Deacon and Jesse light, playful, and mostly fun. After a rocky reunion, the friendship between them burns brightly. Jesse’s family and the quirky Bay residents are familiar from the first book, and I love them even more in this second story.

I love the English seaside setting and characters. The Bay is truly the main character in this series. This book introduces a more glamorous second set of characters connected to Deacon and I’m really curious to see where the author takes them. This is definitely one of my favourite series at the moment and I can’t wait for the next one.


Ruthie☆☆☆☆☆
This is the second book in the series, and I would definitely recommend that you read them in order. This could be read as a standalone, although I think you would miss some of the finer points of the plot.

Jesse is the identical twin of Beck, who featured in book one. The funny thing is that Beck is this gorgeous, larger than life artist who falls for Nate the new chef in the family restaurant, yet his twin considers himself to be an uninteresting veterinarian. Perhaps partly due to his lifelong love for Deacon having been crushed by his continued absence from his life. It is so perfectly written though, that it is only much later in the book, that this discrepancy between actual and perceived really becomes obvious.

Deacon has been travelling the world, competing in sailing competitions and avoiding his hometown, in part because he can't face seeing Jesse and the feelings he has for him. Avoidance has come at a price, but it seems fitting that he should suffer.

Fate clearly has to intervene, and whilst a bad car crash seems a cruel route, it definitely starts these two men on a journey to revisit their lifelong friendship, their one summer of intimacy, and review what the future could hold if the stars align.

I love the little touches which make this an exceptional book – like the origami to reduce panic, the discussion Deacon has with Garrett about the wood that should be used on the latest boat being built, and the black silky hair of paper artist Jin. I am also looking forward to the mystery of the car crash being looked into further in the future... a definite unfinished thread there!

Beautiful story, wonderfully written, thank you.

 

 

Author Bio


Vawn Cassidy, Male Male Romance

VAWN CASSIDY is the mild mannered M/M obsessed alter ego and pen name of contemporary fantasy & romantic suspense author Wendy Saunders. She's a Brit and lives in the UK with her husband and kids.

Connect with Vawn Cassidy

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Facebook Group: Cassidy's Bay Boys

 

 

Giveaway


 

He was the one thing I always wanted and the one thing I never let myself have.

 

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Wednesday, November 3, 2021

Dead Serious by Vawn Cassidy Release Blitz

Release Blitz. Vawn Cassidy’s Dead Serious.

In the business of unfinished business...

Case #1: Miz Dusty Le Frey

Tristan Everett had always preferred the company of the dead because they were quiet and didn’t talk back. As a slightly awkward introvert working as a pathologist at the Hackney Public Mortuary suited him just fine. That is, until a freak accident with a rogue ice cube and suddenly he can see ghosts. No longer content to just lie on the table and let him figure out how they died, they’re now peering over his shoulder critiquing his work and confessing their most lascivious sins before skipping off merrily into the afterlife.

Just when he thought his life couldn’t get any weirder, London’s most infamous drag queen, Miz Dusty Le Frey, is wheeled in with a toe tag and she’s not prepared to go quietly into the light. Not only is she furious at the prospect of spending eternity in last season’s gold lamé, she’s determined that he help her solve her murder.

Suddenly Tristan finds himself thrown into a world of sequins and fake eyelashes, and worse still, he may have developed a bit of a crush on Scotland Yard’s brand new drool-worthy detective, Inspector Danny Hayes, who's been assigned to Dusty’s murder. Oh, and as the icing on top of a really crappy cake, the killer now wants him dead too...

All he ever wanted was a simple life but suddenly he’s juggling work, a deliciously sexy detective, a stubborn ghost and a relentless murderer... and things have just gotten dead serious…

From author Wendy Saunders writing as Vawn Cassidy comes this hot and funny, slow burn, opposites attract paranormal mm romance.

 

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Dead Serious by Vawn Cassidy

Book 1
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Excerpt



He’s wearing another suit that, god help me, clings to every inch of a six three body, which has clearly been hand carved by the gods while angels harmonised in the background. His suit jacket is unbuttoned, his white shirt stretched across a broad and obviously well-toned chest, his tie is loosened, and his top button undone.

Jesus holy moly Christ, the man is nothing short of temptation incarnate. All he needs is a trench coat and I’d have my very own spank bank version of Constantine. He lifts his hand, raking it through his dark blonde hair, and I swear it looks like he is in slow motion. I almost reach up to check my chin in case I’m accidentally drooling.

He turns, his gaze sweeping the room, and as his piercing blue gaze lands on me, his mouth breaks into a smile, causing his eyes to crinkle slightly and revealing, not dimples exactly, but fascinating creases either side of his mouth that I find myself desperately wanting to trace with the pads of my fingers.

He crosses the room in smooth confident strides until he’s standing on the opposite side of the table to me, with Dusty’s body between us.

Great, I realise with a sinking feeling. I’ve now added my hot crush to my rapidly expanding list of hallucinations. There is no way he’s really the guy from last night. He didn’t even know my name let alone how to find me. At this rate, I’m going to have to check myself into a mental hospital.

“Tristan Everett?” He smiles as he holds out his hand.

Without thinking, I reach out and grasp his hand, ignoring the little zip of electricity and letting out a startled gasp. When I’d tried to touch Dusty, my hand had passed straight through as if she weren’t there, but Mr Blue Eyes’ hand is warm and his grip firm.

“You’re real,” I whisper as he studies me, slightly puzzled by my response. “Uh, I mean.” I clear my throat and offer him a polite, professional smile. He really doesn’t need to know how much I’d like to lean forward and press my mouth to those soft looking lips of his, especially considering I’d missed out last night as I was unconscious when he had his mouth on mine, while he was busy saving my life. “How did you find me?” I ask curiously, momentarily forgetting everything in the room but him.

“Serendipity,” he replies softly, his mouth curving as he watches me.

“I’m sorry?” I blink owlishly in confusion.

“Inspector Danny Hayes, Scotland Yard,” he introduces himself, as his gaze flickers momentarily down at Dusty’s body. “That’s my case you’re about to post-mortem.”

“Ohhh,” I reply slowly as his words sink in. My mouth forms a small, silent ‘o’ as I stare at him, lost in his denim blue gaze, only marginally aware of the soft smile playing on my lips.

“Oh my God, are you two seriously eye fucking each other over my dead body?” a dry voice interrupts. “Er... rude...”

 

 

Reviews


Reviews by the Wicked Reads Review Team


Sarah☆☆☆☆
This is a fun murder mystery romp. Forensic pathologist Tristan discovers his new ability to see ghosts when a drag queen attends her own post-mortem. Somehow, socially awkward Tristan finds himself helping a very sexy detective find his new drag queen ghost BFF’s murderer.

Alternately heartwarming, sexy, and completely ridiculous, Tristan and Danny’s story is a wildly entertaining read. While the book will undoubtedly irritate police procedural fans who expect realistic murder investigations, it will appeal to fans of Lucifer, Jilly Cooper, and Sue Grafton’s Kinsey Millhone books.

I read a pre-release copy of this book and found myself distracted by several copyediting errors. I expect these will be cleaned up before publication. Aside from slightly clunky overwriting at times, I really enjoyed this story. I look forward to the next book in the series.

 
 

“You’re in the Hackney Public Mortuary,” I tell her, not sure if I should really be engaging with my hallucination or seeking immediate medical intervention.     “The Mortuary?” She pauses and stares at me. “Is that a new club?”     “No,” I wince. “It’s an actual mortuary… you’re dead.”
 

 

Author Bio


Vawn Cassidy, Male Male Romance

VAWN CASSIDY is the MM pen name of author Wendy Saunders. She lives in Hampshire in the UK with her husband and three children. She writes Supernatural and Contemporary Fantasy Fiction as Wendy Saunders and Romantic Suspense as WJ Saunders.

Suddenly Beck is her debut MM novel and was borne of her love and enjoyment of MM Romance. During the lockdown, she wanted to write something fun and light-hearted, and as a quirky and unapologetic Brit herself, she wanted to set a story back home in the UK as opposed to her other fiction which is primarily set in the states.


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I frown and shake my head. “After last night, I’m not sure there is a God.”     “Why?” Her thin lips quirk. “Didn’t see a bright light?”     “No,” I mumble. “A gorgeous man had his mouth on mine for the first time in I don’t know how long, and I was technically dead at the time.”

 

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Monday, August 16, 2021

Suddenly Beck by Vawn Cassidy Blog Tour

Blog Tour. Vawn Cassidy’s Suddenly Beck.

A surprisingly sweet, sinfully sexy, and deliciously hilarious romp along the Cornish coast.

Nathan Elliott has run away from home at the age of twenty-six. His teenage rebellion may have come ten years late, but better late than never. Leaving behind a world of wealth and privilege, and a strict patriarchal family that would never except a gay son, he’s ready to embrace life and make up for lost time, but nothing’s ever that simple. A coin toss, a delayed train, and a wrong bus later, and Nat finds himself in a small bay in Cornwall being hauled out of the ocean by a gorgeous stranger and wondering how the hell his life got so off track.

Beck Ainsley lives life by a very simple ethos, don’t get attached, don’t get involved and don’t fall in love. He’s been there, done that and got the t-shirt that reads I’m a gullible idiot. Now, he keeps his life simple; all he needs is his dog, his art, his rambling sea cottage overlooking the bay and a few choice waves to surf. He’s not looking for love or commitment, but when he ends up plucking a posh boy from London with incredible blue eyes from the ocean, Cupid doesn’t just shoot him with an arrow, he decides to club him senseless with the bow too.

One simple agreement. A summer fling, a chance to act on the insane attraction between them with no strings attached, and at the end of the summer they walk away.

There’s just one problem, fate is a fickle and capricious creature, and she has no intention of letting them walk away unscathed. They’re about to discover that sometimes the heart wants, what the heart wants…

From author Wendy Saunders writing as Vawn Cassidy, comes this hot and sweet, first time, MM romance that will leave you laughing out loud and fanning yourself from the heat…

Can be read as a standalone.

 

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Suddenly Beck by Vawn Cassidy

Book 1
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Excerpt



I knock again, and after a moment the door opens, and I almost swallow my tongue. Nat is standing there in all his warm, sleepy glory. His olive skin flushed, his wild dark curls rioting all over the place and wearing nothing but a very… very thin pair of sleeping shorts. I swallow slowly, my mouth is actually watering, and I almost reach up to see if I’m drooling.

Just friends… Just friends… I chant silently.

He blinks slowly, as if he isn’t quite awake enough to focus.

‘Beck?’ he murmurs, and his voice, hoarse from sleep, shoots straight to my balls. He blinks again in confusion. ‘Am I having that dream again?’ he wonders aloud. ‘If I am, where’s your moustache, and why aren’t you fixing the plumbing?’

I snort out loud, and it breaks the tension.

His head tilts as he studies me. ‘What are you doing here?’ He glances back into his room, presumably to look at a clock and scowls. ‘At five thirty in the morning?’

‘The break is perfect this morning, so I thought we could catch some waves.’ I smile.

‘At five thirty in the morning?’ he repeats slowly, and I nod. ‘Are you fucking kidding me?’ he says dryly.

‘Nope,’ I pop my lips on the word and grin again.

‘Urgh,’ he grunts in disgust and turns back into the room.

I reach out and slap my hand against the door before it slams in my face and follow him in curiously. He crosses the room and crawls back into bed, flopping down on his stomach like a starfish with his face buried in the pillows and gifting me with a gorgeous view of his round peachy arse.

‘Go away and come back at a more civilized hour,’ he mumbles incoherently into the pillow.

‘Come on, Nat.’ I smile widely as I throw the curtains open and let in the pale rays of dawn.

He grunts again as he grabs a pillow and shoves it over his head.

‘Besides,’ I say brightly. ‘The farmers market is on at the Killacourt, and we need to source some new suppliers for the restaurant.’

‘Then come back and get me in four hours,’ comes the muffled reply from beneath the pillow.

I cross the room slowly, unable to hide how much he delights me, even all sleepy and grumpy. I drop down on my haunches beside the bed.

‘I’ll buy you a coffee,’ I croon in a low teasing voice.

For a moment there’s silence, then the pillow shifts, and his face slowly peeks out, locking those starling baby blues on me, which are framed with sooty black lashes. I’ve never seen him unshaven, but now he has a sexy dark stubble gracing his jaw that I’d love to trace the pads of my fingers over before brushing those soft, bee stung lips.

‘What sort of coffee?’ He pouts in reluctant interest.

‘Only the best for you, Nat.’ I smile slowly. ‘Hand roasted, freshly ground and as dark and bitter as the pits of hell.’

 

 

“I have had ice cream before you know,” I tell him dryly.     “I imagine you have.” He nods in agreement. “But I bet you’ve never had a 99 before.”     “What’s a 99?” I muse. “Sounds kinky.”

 

Reviews


Reviews by the Wicked Reads Review Team


Ruthie☆☆☆☆
4.5 stars of seaside sexiness!

This is the first book in a new series, and I am absolutely invested in the people of the Bay community and definitely will be reading future installments.

There is something so wonderfully magical about the place that Nat and Beck meet, yet incredibly real. Beck's cottage with a studio overlooking the sea; the fading, slightly neglected air in the town; the surf shack; the vitality of Molly; the loss of a family, expressed by the disappearance of a chef. We are drawn into a community which is caring, slightly apart from the real world, and which absorbs the very lost Nathan into its ambit.

The romance between Beck and Nat is so fragile and so precious, yet fierce in its potency. I loved the line between it being everything or nothing, and we get to watch the intensity along with Beck's family and friends. Delicious from start to end.

I cannot wait for the next book to come out, as I find that I care about these people as if I knew them!


Angie☆☆☆☆
I honestly want to know if a place like the Bay exists because I fell in love with everything about it. I felt like I was there, and I loved it and can't wait for the next book in the series. Nat and Beck are simply good together. This book was sweet, funny at times, and while there was a little angst, it fit the story. Great start to a series.


Sarah☆☆☆☆
This is a warm, funny romance set in a small Cornish beach town. Two very different lives collide when Beck rescues newcomer Nat from the sea. Where Beck is part of a large, close family, Nat is running from his own family and his life back in London. But quickly, the artist and the chef find common ground and become inseparable.

The glimpse of Cornish sea-side life in this book is lovely. I love Beck, his family, and the whole community. The relationship that builds between Nat and Beck is also very special. While both Beck and Nat are working through difficult issues around grief and identity, the book stays light and hopeful.

My only reservation with this book is the writing and the editing. I read a pre-publication copy, so I can hope that a full copy edit took place prior to publication. In the copy I read, the punctuation and sentence structure errors were frequent and distracting. The story is strong enough for me to ignore the slightly clunky writing, but it was a frustrating read at times.

 

 

I look up and see Beck standing. Watching us with a smile, and I can’t help but stare at him. “Not serious, huh?” Pia huffs in amusement. “You two might as well have little hearts in your eyes and be running in slow motion toward each other along the beach to Celine Dion’s My Heart Will Go On.”

 

Author Bio


Vawn Cassidy, Male Male Romance

Vawn Cassidy is the MM pen name of author Wendy Saunders. She lives in Hampshire in the UK with her husband and three children. She writes Supernatural and Contemporary Fantasy Fiction as Wendy Saunders and Romantic Suspense as WJ Saunders.

Suddenly Beck is her debut MM novel and was borne of her love and enjoyment of MM Romance. During the lockdown, she wanted to write something fun and light-hearted, and as a quirky and unapologetic Brit herself, she wanted to set a story back home in the UK as opposed to her other fiction which is primarily set in the states.


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Giveaway


 

“Dance with me, Beck.” He laughs happily as he spins in a circle, and I am utterly entranced by him. “Dance with me in the moonlight, or better still, we should get naked and go skinny dipping.”

 

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